Friday, May 22, 2009

Homemade Stereo For Garage

Distante - Meg


Wake me up before dawn

me where the light is not
so that the sun does not shine more
all fear all this pain

every moment seems crucial
anything can happen in an instant
in a minute everything can change
snikers hand me the best escape


me feel distant from what is most dear to me


me feel light years away far from here

me to invent new words

sounds new and fresh
not hurt me

give me all the shooting stars

and
one will be my desire

me
feel distant from what most care about I is

me feel distant
light years away from here

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Dish Network Diagram Dual Receiver

Melancholy


4 nights that I can not sleep ... Of disturbing dreams and melancholy do nothing but sleep to wake from my feeble then let him stand there on my bed with my mind confused and invaded by a multitude of thoughts, with great difficulty that I can hardly drive away!

For three days now, the lower lid of my right eye is in the throes of a convulsive sort of dance ... Tremble! Tremble! Tremble and continues to shake!
I have said it is a neurological problem, due to severe stress and that in a few days will pass!

then I find myself thinking about those words " neurological problem "..." Forte Stress ...
A Magone stomach almost paralyzes me ...
So this morning I put everything on the cd volume Yruma, my favorite pianist, I crouched on the floor, his back resting on the bed and lost his head and locked my arms. .. and without even having the time to react, a silent river of tears began to fall down the face ...
This must be the stress ...
This is the depression that comes back to visit me!

What does all this anger me, I hate feeling like this!
So empty, so lonely, so lost and so foolish, so helpless, so afraid of my thoughts and decisions that cost me dear!

inevitably begin to think of all my problems, my father, my mother, the university, the money missing and that eternally damned soul of us all, my physical appearance, my character, how to relate to people ....
MY WAY TO REPORT??
Here! That 's what makes me feel this way today!
MY WAY OF LIFE and my relationship with others!!

I feel the constant necissità to have a man beside me can love me and especially to be able to get me to try again that wonderful emotion and passion you feel when you love.
But the point is this ... I am not yet ready for love!
would once again an unhealthy love, on which they depend unconditionally.
I would be overwhelmed by an irrational frenzy .. Do I have to wait and be calm.
Working on myself is the main task that I have, making it safer and stronger .. and then maybe the only way I can go back to love.

Here comes into play " him" a guy who I have to admit, I love so much and for whom I have lost my head again.
Groped to deny it is useless and stupid!
And 'the only one capable of throwing out. He can go into raptures even just see him, and at the same time to bring me down, how come no one else has ever managed.
Unfortunately most problematic is the person I have ever known, and a future with him is certainly not exist!
attend it only serves to increase my depression and my masuchismo in throwing in things that have no way out!
So, what else to do but ask him a " last " greeting and start traveling a New road, other than that I was going along like that .. I suggest my dreams ... I would have never led to any destination!

" That bonfire has become a thin flame ...
I just have
soffiarvici above ... "

If you think that" he "everything and nothing changes that are completely irrelevant, even as a friend ...
... kicking ass and scream to the wind My anger!
This is yet another confirmation of how stupid and blind!
FUCK !!!!!!!!

The lid has taken his dance ... that will probably urge you to
SEE?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Toaster Oven Gets Hot Outside

the first year of my blog to do anything

sounds strange I know! Even I was amazed they are, given the ease with which you get tired of things .. especially when it comes to writing!
But a year has passed since precise, fearfully, but with great enthusiasm, I decided to create my own space where you can unleash my thoughts.
Not even I knew what I should do or what to write, but words, like thoughts, have made their way from day to day lives and more ...
When I started this "adventure" I felt so empty, without any desire and emotion ... but this blog is silly and simple demonstration of how the other hand,
for the umpteenth time I went forward, without dragging, but living in full my life, surrounded by wonderful people who made me unforgettable moments, including those moments that many may seem trivial!
Here, as I announced in the "message of well-come" of the blog, is my essence in all its forms ... pain, insecurities, disappointments, meetings, parties with friends, travel, some silly crush , scuba diving, birthdays, songs, poems ... there really is everything!
and rereading what I wrote, over a year ago now, I relive every emotion I felt in those moments .. THANK YOU!
Yes, thanks to you my friends, who have taken part in my life, sharing with me every minute and every folly and adventure!
You were my strength and my joy ... You have filled my heart with immense Serenity!

LIFE 'a journey that must be lived in all its forms,
you fall,
CI stood up,
YOU MAKE CHOICES
(which will never be wrong, why are the result of your decisions and certainly teach you something),
MEET NEW PEOPLE,
POSTS AND SMELLS NEW,
CI called into question,
IS GROWING ...
YOU LIVE ... LIVE in spite of everything!



Basic Beginner Scuba Wetsuit






Although long overdue, I can not bring the two beautiful days spent in Tivoli, about two weeks ago!
begin to order ... now that was a long I , Giulia , Francesca and Federica dreamed of somewhere we could relax, letting yourself be pampered with massage and whatever ....
And so, in the end, without too much hesitation and after having carefully calculated the most suitable for all, we decided to leave for the TERME DI TIVOLI , Sunday 10 and Monday, May 11.

The "Journey" in the car was quick and immensely enjoyable ... The sky was clear, the road ran straight and no traffic to keep us company as background music CDs were specially prepared by Giulia ... and also
the eerie voice of the "Navigator" Federica that everything is served except to lead us to target (tax time we had already parked for the alleyways of Tivoli!!) .

















course, four girls studying Cultural Heritage could not pass up the opportunity to visit the Villas of Tivoli!
But since the weather was not so much, we opted for only two of these ... "Thank goodness!" I would add!

The first was the beautiful VILLA D'ESTE , with its fantastic and huge garden full of beautiful fountains.
























After this long tour through the gardens of Villa d'Este, in the sun too hot, we started looking for V ILLA GREGORIAN (renamed by me as Villa Gorgonia ...).

Because the information we have received to achieve it were somewhat ambiguous (such as "Go straight, after a shop there are the issues ... then the house of Alfredo ..."), I decided, My "despite" the phone to ask for help Alessandro, a friend who lives in Tivoli.
With great astonishment, the latter decided to leave his lair and get fresh for us by Cicero.
So after a short delay, as soon as Ale has joined us, we got on the road to Villa Gregoriana, a villa ... that has absolutely NOTHING!



It 's a kind of small wood, which with its caves, waterfalls and panoramic views, is a very picturesque place.
Walking (with great ease) for the path is also possible to see and admire archaeological finds of ancient times, such as Bernini's shelves or the Temple of the Sibyl.




















After visiting this magnificent, we were separated by Alessandro and then set off
to our destination much sought after and dreamed of ....
the Victoria Terme Hotel (4 stars !!!!)

















Abergo This is wonderful, especially our two rooms COMMUNICATING (comfortable, Fresh and spacious!).
Once you have placed in the rooms and some smangiucchiato sandwich al fresco seating on the balcony of our chairs, we put the costume, then rush to the pools ... That only after we dive, we understood the reason that nobody I repeat no one was in the water ..... ERA GELIDAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!
After minutes spent to convince us that the waters Albule, a bit smelly and terribly cold, could not help that well, especially after having lost all sensitivity of each single part of our body, we have "naturalized" and adapted to this cold environment!

the evening, dinner by the legendary, super healthy and certainly not miss McDonalds' and Clips from teenegers sprawled on Latvian ("Three Steps Over Heaven" and then "I want you" ... . comments are not allowed!!).






















When you say "good morning starts in the morning" is really true!
breakfast and then M TASTINGS !!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, the coveted moment was finally here!!
Each of us, for a whole hour has become strategic - pampered by hand with a beautiful fairy and a facial massage to the back (as far as I'm concerned, but let me just back to
, I have done all over the body!).
When we found in the hallway, we had not the strength to laugh ... But we were so relaxed we were really funny with those accapadogli him and that air almost bewildered by such marks!















Once taken from ecstasy sublime, We addressed the second run of Relax.
We did the so-called route "via the welfare " or turkish bath, aromatic showers, whirlpool, Kneipp pools and hot then cold.
To conclude, because instead of the famous teas that we expected to find in the rest area, we found only the empty cups and a pitcher of hot water and nothing else, we left the pool, to give our body look less pale than usual, taking a few hours for some sun!











At about 17, with great sorrow of all of them, we loaded the car (leaving my land so dear and precious camera, ... which will then be recovered two days later by me specifically that it will return to Tivoli take it back ... but that's another story) and then come back, sad but happy and relaxed, in our humble little houses in Rome.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Average Marrage Agreement

Dolce & Music Waves

Music - C. Baudelaire

" m'afferra How many times the music like a sea!
the pale star
under an arch of mist or ether immense
vulgar sailing;

Straining the chest forward, such as canvas
swollen lungs,
stop the waves the prickly chain
that night I sail.

Every passion I feel in me vibrate
of a ship that suffers;
The favorable wind, the storm whooping

on the precipice huge rocks me.
other times calm, large mirror

of my misery ... "



" The Waves "L. Einaudi

alternating shadows and reflections on a melancholic and mystical Scenario
hands, extension of my essence,
dance uncertain
their beloved and magical black and white checkered ...

And so, with a succession of notes, like waves thundering wild
a long pause and some breath
to life my soul
full of emotions that
is freed from all its chain.